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a day outing with them *

2008-03-02T00:00:00.005+08:00

♦A day out wit them♦

♡shafiq:iryan:linda:hakim:nasri♡

☛wandi & aina☚

☃man & aina☃

☆its game freakout tyme☆

it was a one day out wit my classmate.
project is on da process since i hav da outing photos fer now.
by tomorow gona finish it, insyaallah .

im late just now.
shud b cuming at 1pm, but i reached at 145 instead .
LOL, im lucky they r not the type of hot temper .
so hakim, nas, mirul, hisham, wandi, man n me headed to raflles while waiting fer d rest .
d other bunch of group are damn bloody late .
after too long of waiting , i decided to go n hunt for food since im so like duh half dead .
haha .
n so we headed to marina n hav our lunch .
hakim taking dat thang .
he's not on the oh-so-mood to eat .
so me n d rest ate long john .
yummy !
the bunch of other group still havent reach . shit .
so we chill at esplanade rooftop .
taken lots of photos .
cool yaw .

nas (bp) . kau la penyeri hidup. haha. pahlawak utama.
wandi tk abes2 dgn jubah .
haha.
hakim dgn laloq2 dier.
hisham jadi penengok.
mirul the shuffler.
too bad, dan is not thr . haix

n so wait n wait .
at 3 plus den the other group reach esplanade.
waited like hell sia. wtf.
linda came,, stare n stare. like shit duhh..
comon we r classmate, dun stare me dat way.
like hell, i just praise her. 'she is beautiful.' heys its factual aites!

after boredom strikes while the other bunch of group go n hav a bite.
our group decided to go to d arcade.
haha.

only me n man play arcade.
time crisis n also house of dead .
hahaha, releasing my tension on it duhh .
i felt better aftr dat .
heeh

*received a call frm kakak*
she wana go to da job fair n asked me to accompany her.
so hell yeah i felt miserable of cos.
but den sis cums first .
so i apologise to dem n off.
sorry guys. =(

☓✓

2008-03-01T01:19:00.002+08:00

back to blogging though .
as usual its a damn terrible horrible life for now .

nothing u try to do could ever mend my heart .
its been broken severely for quite a decade .
money cant buy the happiness dat i have lost since 5 years ago .

*thks ya fer the lamest accusation eva.haha thought u were diff frm any otha fren .*
it happen to be ure also frm one of them . u look down upon me .thks .dats great .
for letting me see ur true colour . just y must every single one tried to pinpoint my mistake,
when dey dun even dare to face their own mistake . wtf . i dont give damn anymore . out frm my life .
are welcome to *GET LOST* . BLOODY BUNCH OF BULLSHIT U MOTHERFUCKER .
and ya , i dun disturb ur life anymore , so u & ur beloved lil bro cn bloody fuck off aites . dun disturb my life eva again .
ure such a shit . shit . shit . shit .

~school was ok, new environment, new classmate~
still adapting with it .
hopefully everything turns out fine uh .

to akim:
life is precious , dont waste ur parcel of life just for drugs aites .
it will bring u to no good .
just follow through d flow .
u will b able to forget her n get sumone even much better .
try to open ur heart .
i knew its hard .
its been tough on u .
1 year 8 mth , i knew how it felt .
have d patience ya .
u knew farewelly im always here to lend a listening ears .
so no worries aite , can always vent on me .
as a fren , will try to help in any ways i can aites .

to wawan:
thks fer everything k .
just get well soon .
miss ya many2 banget .

✰life is fragile , treasure it while u can .✰
✰live life to the fullest with ur love ones .✰

i love my abg, kakak n kakak ipar so much .
only to dem whom i depend on .
kakak , i knew in any circumstances , ur harsh werds n all . in return is actually u love me too much .
dun wan me to become rotten .
thks fer being a gud sister , u replace her all this while . must b damn tough for ya. ILY .
kakak ipar, congrats ya . waiting ahead to da newborn baby . sep here i come!! =))

♡packing & go .♡

just wat ur intention by doing so?

2007-11-18T12:34:00.000+08:00

Are you just making use of me?
You gave us hope , you regain our smile back .
& now ? you took it back in a snap without any of us realise it?
wat the SHIT are you trying to do here?
I have had enough .
I gave you my PROMISE aite .
I WON't give a damn about your LIFE anymore once I have seen with my own eyes .
YES , I promise you dat ok .
I really don't understand just wats the bloody motive are in?
How could you .
I'm really disappointed with your doing's towards us .
Just b frank for once will you?
We are not stupid as to believe it , we purposely DID that .
Cause we tried to believe dat watever we knew are not the truth ,
&& watever you say is the truth .
Yours lies won't last , eventually it will revealed one day .
I wud pray for dat .

You stab me with a KNIFE .
YOu really HURT me .

We tried to understand you all along ,
but have you ever tried to understand us back in return?
Ain't you mean as to did all this towards your own FLESH?

&& yeah , once more its been repeated .
THKS for doing this. thks ALOT !
You just making all of us felt like one of the MORON creatures .

I will endure as long as we could uh .

&& ya, I think I will be crazy soon uh if its still continue to keep repeating .

I HATE LIARS .

lyric Dedicated to eu , Ameerul Ashraf .

2007-10-06T01:15:00.000+08:00

ameerul ku
---------

tawamu ...
memberi kebahgiaan
senyum mu mengenangkn perasaan..
hadirmu membawa pengertian kedlm hidupku yg kekosongan ..
ameerul..
hanya engkau yg satu..
ku cinta .. aha...dan ku rindu selalu...
dpt kah akau mendgr aku merayu padamu syg ku....

oh ameerul......
ameerul ku ohoh...
dgr kan lah... ohhh...
rintihan hatiku...huhuh....
ku berjanji akan setia..
takkn pernah ku tinggalkn dirimu syg..
walau apapun yg terjadi ku kn tetap kn bersamamu
hanya satu ku pinta darimu ...
jgn pernah kau tinggalkn diriku.,..
berjanjilah oh kepadaku..
kerna hanya itu yg ku mahu...

kn ku lalui semua penghalang
kan kite tempuhi apa saja yg dtg
semoga kekal abadi hingga ke akhir masa ..
hanya kau dan aku
ameerul ku...

motivated - 22 : 09 : 07

2007-09-22T12:52:00.000+08:00

→→a glance of my san ge baobeii !←← =)

cyg kamu bertiga luh seyy !

heys woke up ard 6 am today , oh my !
effing early lah sey .
as i cant fast .
den saw my sis && bro was chatting .
so i join along .
i sympathise this sis && bro of mine .
haiyo !
while talking ,
kakak look stress luh . && so do abg .
she said , mayb wen i in 2nd year nitec .
she will be joining me along to further our studies in ITE .
&& so do abg . abg will be joining too !
yay !!
my prayers will always be within both of u !
so when im in 2nd year nitec , both of them will be in 1st year higher NITEC !!
hopefully what u have plan for d future will come true .
but first . kakak will have to finish up her contract . && abg will have to take up O level next year .
all the best to both of u !
we all already have the intention to study hard && succeed .
we dont wan to b looked down all our life .
we all motivated our ownself just now .
we have made the promise to struggle hard ,
eventually succeed of coz !
&& we also planning our future ,
either to migrate .
or to b in a position whr we will be working under law .
we have had enough of injustice .
we want justice to be granted .
if not , aiming for a good job position .
so this is wat we have PROMISE to each other .
kakak && abg said , no matter wat happen .
we the three siblings have to join force && achive wat we culdnt get all this while .

-Bersatu teguh , Bercerai roboh-

. aina ﭐﮐﯙ

ﷲ maha penyayang .
semoga dier memberi diri ku sekeluarga kesbran .